The World as I Know it

There are some things,
some horrible days,
where thoughts flood my brain.
Debris of emotions hit me with the force of the tide.

Why did you eat that?
What were you thinking?
You weren't.
You never do.
They think this about you.
They're right; you are. You always have been.
How could he love you?
You are worse than them.
In this group, you're the awful one.
In this body, you are the sick one. (Matthew 18:9)
In this life, you are the liar, the immoral one.
Do you know what happens? (Rev. 21:8)
It all hits me.
All at
once.
Then there are the people around me.
There are the he's around me.
he's
nice
atheist
trouble
not for you
into you?
absolutely NOT
christian
nope. look away.
bad news for you
in a "relationship"
nice to you, not to your friends
in love
not with you
Then there's Him.
He's
a friend
someone who's there
doesn't think those things
oh so forgiving
caring
loving
wonderful
in love
with you
Oh how i wish i could find a holding place in Him.
A holding place to keep me from
the awfulness which comes in torrents down
on my head.

I just read an article from the New York Times, stating that Obama is going to reverse Bush's orders regarding stem cell research. It would seem, that the President is willing to kill in order to further science and "separate science and politics." Finding that out is making me tear up. My God, if he is willing to kill children so that people like Christopher Reeves, may he rest in peace, will be able to walk, what else will he do? Those people have had the chance to live. The embryos have not. Human beings are not like frogs that are raised to give high school students a chance to dissect them!

"Separating science from politics?" There are some parts in science that I would rather not venture into, if you don't mind. There are some sciences that shouldn't be ventured into. I don't care if you are pro-life or pro-choice. If we do this, what will make us stop at other things? What will make us stop at killing someone to find out how the brain works? I realize this is a slippery slope argument but the thing is still there. It is human nature to take more than what is given; the phrase, "give an inch, take a mile" didn't become a cliche for nothing.

I'm not a Bush fan or an Obama hater. I just think the first is right and the latter is dead wrong. And unfortunately, this decision effects a lot more lives than most of the ones he is going to make in the next year or so. Maybe he should just continue taxing us to death so that our economy, which i had nothing to do with, can survive again. He seems to be good at that.