The World as I Know it

So, as you can probably guess... I am back. I am at a different URL to try to get my parents off my back, not that i have a problem with that, but it's just nice to have some privacy. Misty will probably figure this out since I thold her I wanted to have a blog at this URL, but it's okay, because I know her's too. & she's at home and therefore, will have to listen to dear mother and father more than I will. Keep this in mind, Mimi... A ton of things have happened lately, and I don't feel like going over them, so you're gonna have to do what you do when you miss a few episodes of House and you don't know what's going on, scramble around and try to figure out who these new ppl are. Haha.

I went camping. And yeah. It was okay. Andy said he like me and we had a huge long conversation while trying to figure out where Josh--who was majorly emo--went. I don't know what to do about that kid. I really don't. Andy, not Josh. I feel like I like him, but I don't know if I want to like him, because we each have issues. I am praying that God will take this summer and get rid of those vices that have been haunting me, so I am putting it, and the whole Andy situation in His hands. He knows what to do and I do not so I'm letting a professional deal with it.

Speaking of God and prayers, Ryan and Shannan are back together (praise God!!) and Andy and Ryan are back together (praise God?!?). lol. I've been praying that hearts will be healed and forgiveness will be, well, given, and it worked!! I like this whole praying thing, haha.

So I've been thinking about relationships lately. Not guy/girl relationships--well yes, but not in that way. In friendship ways. I haven't talked to my "best friend" Beth in like two weeks, after she told me she wasn't going to go camping with me because she was going this weekend with her boyfriend Max. What the crap?!? I mean seriously. I'm tired of this. On Ryan's blog, he quotes something like the best thing about friends is that they grow up w/o growing apart. That's not true w/ us. I mean, I don't know when she's home, so it's not like I can call. Granted, I don't make a huge effort, but idk. It's like this entire year, seams have slowly been coming apart and it SUCKS!!! I don't want this to happen, so Bethany Mack, if you get around to seeing this, dude! Call!!! I miss talking to you like I used to!!!!! Now all I have is Ryan... jk Ryan!!! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha. Ryan said that if I dated Andy, then he would be jealous of Andy because of his place in my life. Well, wanna know something? Felt the same way about Shannan when I figured out something was going on. haha. Now I'm praying that you guys get back together! Weird crazy/beautiful world.