The World as I Know it

Why do we have so many ranges of emotions? And why do they have to all come in at you at once? I was happy today, I was mad today, at peace, calm, upset, worried. And I hate how I feel like all these things would go away if I just talked to one person. One specific person. But honestly, there's nothing really to talk about; there's nothing they can help me with. I just want to talk and to laugh and to hear about what they have done in the last couple of days. Because I miss them. And I hate that I'm crying right now because this is ridiculous. This shouldn't be an emotion because this emotion sucks to put it less than poetically. I hate it. I should have a limited range of emotions and they should come at pre-determined times because my life would be easier. When I'm happy, I'll play with my sisters. When I'm mad or sad or anything negative, I'll sleep. That simple.