Saturday, August 16, 2008
I work with a lot of graduated seniors, so I've been thinking about the upcoming year and the one we left behind. As I look around my property, looking at the mountains, I know that I will miss this. I will miss not being able to see the Van Gogh painting that I seem to live in during the Fall. I adore my family for the most part, though I tend to make a hobby out of complaining about them in my spare time.
I will miss home but I am looking forward to the future, because I miss my other home. The one with all my OZ friends, the one with the crashing waves lulling me to sleep at night, the weird seagulls flying overhead. I miss the classes and the stress that I put myself under due to an immense amount of procrastination. I wish I could have the great conversations about God, our situations, our lives, other people that we used to have until five in the morning in the basement.
I miss the talks I have with Shannan about Ryan, God, everything, the talks with Ryan about Shannan, God, everything, the talks with Shonda and Kelly about Shannan and Ryan, God, everything. I miss Matt's back to me as he ignores everyone and plays on his computer. I miss Brian breathing annoyingly abnormally. I miss you!
The people I work with are scared but excited. I was like that once, more scared than excited, but similiar to the way they are now. I remember being homesick, being sick, being sad and depressed, being scared of failing pre-calculas and being mobbed by non-BASIC members and calling my mama, saying I wanted to come home so she could take care of me. But I also remember the amazingness of it all. And I miss it all.
And you and Ryan better not be talking about me behind my back, haha, only you and I can do that about him!!!
I can't wait to see you Heather, Love ya forevers!!
And you and Shannan better not be talking about me behind my back, haha, only you and I can do that about her!!!
I can't wait to see you Heather, Love ya forevers!!
I wanted to see how far I could cop her, and I did it all the way! Sorta. I miss you so much. As soon as we get you all moved in, we need to hang out forever. And then we can go to Psych together on Wednesday. I got your comment on my blog, and I was gonna comment on your blog saying you NEVER write, but here is a fresh entry. Haha. Silly me. I miss you so so so much!!! I can't get over it. When we are at school, you are my other half. I can't picture life with out you. Well not really, I have had a good picture these past three months. Haha. But it is not to my liking at all! I am really happy you know how to spell calculus and I hope that this week goes super fast, so I can see that "glowing" face of yours! Miss you as always!
Ryan