The World as I Know it

I don't understand either. I don't. But I need help in order to. I just need you to be there for me; to let me lean on you sometimes, because I need that. And you're right, we may never be the same, but why do we have to just say that and not try? We've been through a lot and this is the thing to rip us apart? I don't understand... I adore you with my whole being; not being around you hurts me worse than the things that happened on Monday. I just miss you. I don't know if you'll read this, but I miss you. I just miss you.