Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I think I'm done. I'm done feeling this way, I'm done fighting things off. I'm done fighting by myself. I'm done feeling like I'm not good enough for Him or for any of you. I am simply done. Some of you may think this is a cry for attention but you are wrong. I just don't want to care so much anymore. I just don't want to feel anything anymore. Please don't expect much more out of me. I know you all have your own things to deal with so focus on them; there's nothing to focus on here. I'm done.
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I'm praying for you and whatever you decide to do is your own business but please don't think you've been thrown to the wayside because that's so far from the truth. You're on my heart and mind all the time....long before any of this even started happening too because I just care about you so much and I think you're a great person who has so much in store for her. I don't want you to lose out on anything.
I will always be your friend. Even if a day comes that you don't want my friendship anymore...I will always care about you.
But let me be frank, for some time now, I've gotten the feeling that you've wanted to go your own way. I don't think you should, but at the same time, I know that I can't do anything to stop you.
I'll keep you in my prayers, because while you may be done, God is not done with you.